fall makes me feel funny inside...

 I can't really describe it. It's like a feeling of desperation and restless longing -- as if I were actually two words "so alone" written out on a blank piece of paper and tossed into an empty bin. 

i don't want to grow up...

i'm a toys r us kid.

my life is in shambles. when will i get it together?

tomorrow.

it is always tomorrow.

so much

for an early start today... I ended up having to work a double last night and it got a little busy sooo running around for 11 hours straight did me in. I woke up at 8:30 to move my car... and then decided to lay back down for a bit, bad idea. I woke up at 12. 12? really brianna. Well I guess now I'm rested up for the weekend. So much to do.. so little time. Hope everyone enjoys their labor day shiets.

ooo no! summer!

where you going?!

only 5 more days left of freedom.

then it is back to the books!

o boy...

so I've been trying to walk up at 7am everyday... it's much harder then I thought it would be!!

I like my sleeeep =0!

and I know it is going to be even harder when winter comes... i can't get out of bed when it is cold outside my blankies! LOL =D

Jesse is finally home! horaaay! 

SO today.. I have work... from 11-6

then me and jesse are going to start our competition.

tomorrow i have off! actually kinda bummed.. i need the money so bad!

wanna give me some??

i need to get my ppd checked, then i'm going to the mall to return some stuff.. and thennn i am packing for the weekend... and planning my outfits for my shoot with matt on monday! 

friday is the first day of evolve... i'm really excited for this festival because there is yoga everyday all day long! and i have my hulas and tons of bands to keep me moving! and i don't think a smile will leave my face with all the wonderful people that are going to be surrounding me! MICHELLE! is coming from cali for the weekend... o man it is going to be fan fucking tastic.  i might drink one of the nights.. maybe friday night..  but not too too much! i have my bombay sapphire, SO GOOD.. too good.. it is dangerous.. so i do have to be careful =P other than that i'm going to be on good behavior. trying to be as healthy as possible theses days. no more cigarettes! life is good ;]

then that's it.. summer is gone. I have a shoot on monday, class on tuesday... re-entry skills exam on wednesday.. o boy o boy! wish me luck xoxox